Maybe I will do everyone a favour, if I stop being myself and stay out of everybody’s way. Just do my own stuff and just dont care. Being happy and angry is always a bad thing for others. So… im done…
Feelings
Feeling sooo angry and fustrated that i feel that i can bite a baby’s head’s off. ARghhh!!!
Undying flame
I’m bless to have her in my life, i’m greatful that she’s always by my side, she’s the sweetest, adorable, cutest, lovable, fun and funny sometime strict lady i ever know. I will do whatever it takes to fight for her, so beware. I love you Nur Arfah!!
Talks from the ‘Cikgu’
Love the way, staffs call them ‘Cikgu’(Teacher). Its ironic coming from a english speaking society. Giving the old buildings and childhood memories of the place (OPA), i would describe it to be very vintage and acoustic feel to it.
Riding around SG with the cool breeze brushing through my face, other road users respected our presences and ‘Cikgu’ brought us to places where good food are found.
We had lunch and we talk. Cikgu said, its good to work, work to earn money and support the family or any other commitments. Its good to save money, save money for rainy days when he ask where all those money we earn went while you’re growing up. You will never see it cse you use it to sustain your life but still where the money goes. (at this point i still cant figure out what he was trying to convey)
When he then mentioned, dont forget where you came from and always pray cause every ‘doa’ you make will be any installment after you pass away. Of course you can’t see it, only those with faith knows that its waiting for them when their time’s up. There is no point saving money or work more to earn more money cause at the end of the day you wont be needing the money when u die. Always remember where all it came from and be greatful.
I’m greatful to have attended the course, my eyes are bless and knowledge increase. This was surely the best days of my life,I got to do what I love and enjoy and plus priceless advise from one of the respected ‘Cikgu’. With that I thank him for making a pleasent and meaningful day. Thank you Cikgu Yahye..
Spark plug
Not sure if the fuse is burning out
Dont know when will it last,
It’s not running as pernormal.
Worrid that the piston will jam and one day,
It may just be towed away from me.
Now its still cruising, touring on a bumpy road.
Haizzzz…
Missing that someone i really love the most..
Missing those time when we had our crazy time together..
Missing those smiles and laughter we use to have.
So basically.. I miss everything about you..
Yes you… Nur Arfah Bte Jumli… ;p
Man?! Kopi and Teh satu!!
After a hard days work which end rather late into the night, it has been a norm which I cant be bother much due to the demand the jobs requires.
A casual late night supper has turn into a knowledgable and a good reasonable conversation which I have not had for a long time. Good conversation comes with sharing of wisdom and life long experiences. A good friend is usually hard to come by. And for that I thank you for the company.
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Feeling empty for the first night and many nights to come i think.
Had this feeling before, a long time ago. Now history repeating itself again.
The next moment u know it im done for…
